I just told my writing group peers that this is what I was going to write about . . .
. . . how after both completing a book called UNARMORED and having a life-affirming heart event – everything is different; how I have no filter, or mask or protective devices, but that I do have fierce boundaries.
How my entire system is ultra sensitive (body and emotion- I can no longer tolerate wine or coffee, and I FEEL everything somatically), and my clairvoyance is uncomfortably off the charts.
And then I pulled this card from my The Muse Tarot deck by Chris-Anne:
“. . . the protective facade . . .has finally dropped away. . . her gritty mask faded as soon as she realized her own internal light was the only way to internal safety & success . . . walking in the world as nothing but yourself and doing things your way, with your heart. . .”
You can see her beautiful card and the whole experiential reading at https://themusetarot.com/muse-tarot-meanings-9-of-materials/
I wish I could say I felt stable in the nakedness. And as my friend KB reminded me, there is no use in comparing Allison of this day to Allison of a month ago. She isn’t there. Just get to know THIS Allison, day by day… for the next year or so.
Who are you today? Who are you at this moment? And how might you completely and utter love THIS ONE HERE AND NOW?
